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Muck of Morale

by Confusions

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No Praise 02:26
(Human Human body Be empathetic in nonviolent communication Because we’re all trying to meet our needs How do I find comfort and assurance? Patience? Saying what you’re feeling and then connecting that with a need that’s not being met In your relationships with other people Use this language of connecting with the person’s feelings and needs and reflecting back) ‘Round here there’s no praise It may stimulate Could find change We humans relate Tell me what you see And I start to hear you And you’ve got this feeling You’ve got needs you must attend to Attend to ‘Round here there’s no praise It may stimulate Could find change We humans relate We humans relate
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Same Wheel 01:35
(Same wheel/don’t question, don’t question) (Jared Yates Sexton: The entire purpose of public education and the school to employment pipeline is to make sure you stay at your job, you don’t question your employers, and you just continue churning the same wheel of capitalism) Same pick and choose as right now Was talk of great beyonds Same pick and choose as right now Was talk of great beyonds Is something wrong? Night fall winter Night fall winter Night fall winter Night fall winter (Same wheel/don’t question) Wow. I think it got kinda—hahaha
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I wouldn’t judge you I wouldn’t haunt you I could just hear you If you might want to You wouldn’t get even But you would get leaving If what you were needing You weren’t receiving (Getting nowhere is the thinking Seeing something Noticing) X 2 Too “boys’ll be boys” (Too “boys’ll be boys” ) So you make a hard choice (So you make a hard choice) Because something is off when (Something is off when) You’re losing your own voice (You’re losing your own voice) No pet peeving (No pet peeving) No more believing (No more believing) These patterns of dreaming Hear what is needed (Hear what is needed) I wouldn’t judge you (I wouldn’t judge you) I wouldn’t haunt you (I wouldn’t haunt you) I could just hear you (I could just hear you) If you might want to (If you might want to) You wouldn’t get even (You wouldn’t get even) But you would get leaving (But you would get leaving) If what you were needing (If what you were needing) You weren’t receiving (You weren’t receiving) Now is the time (Jared Yates Sexton: They pray upon their insecurities) Now is the time (JYS: They pray upon their fear) Now is the time (JYS: They pray upon their lack of direction) Now is the time (JYS: They hand them an armband, they hand them a uniform) (Jared Yates Sexton: At some point or another I think that capitalism or hyper-capitalism starts to corrode us. And and you know, it turns into a thing where it’s like— How dare you think you deserve better? You know what I mean? As the family unit starts to get squeezed, what actually ends up happening is, in the past, there’s like, here we are, this is our small little group, and we’re all here for each other and we want this. And eventually over time, because capitalism infects everything, it ends up making you a competitor of someone in your own family, and as a result you start to resent their success. You start to see them as turning their back on it.)
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Blotting 02:01
Oh jeez, think that I’m gonna leave (I think I’m gonna leave) Your patterns leave an idea about what’s up your sleeve (I’ve seen what’s up your sleeve) When I hear the plea You ask me To step back blotting Think you don’t want to see what you do You delete info on an ancient scroll (Delete from the scroll) You don’t admit it when you stoop low (Have not heard you admit) If I stay I fear who I might be (I fear who I might be) Each time I let it roll over It just rolled over me (It just rolled over me) (Oh jeez, where’d the time go? Now it’s time to say goodbye)
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Ever Wonder 02:39
Ever wonder? Ask them why I’ve been there Once or twice Won’t go back They weren’t so nice Ever wonder? Ask them why We’ve got a good thing May I have a moment with you? Surely it won’t take much time I will wrap this up by next week Ever wonder? You gave your best shot Then you took it back I wonder I wonder I wonder right now Ever wonder? What was that sound? Ask them why I’ve been there Once or twice Won’t go back They weren’t so nice Wounded owl wing Wounded owl wing Wounded owl wing Wounded owl wing Wounded owl wing Arm through a shirt With real long sleeves
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On a wounded owl wing Like an arm through a shirt With real long sleeves It gave you peace To help them out Now they soar Under clouds “You’ve done God’s work” And every time They come back You had a hunch right from the start You glow when you feel in the dark I’ve got this feeling I can’t shake Here and now Wounded owl wing Arm through a shirt With real long sleeves And every time they come back Now they soar Under clouds “You’ve done God’s work” As they soar Under clouds We dream You had a hunch right from the start You glow when you feel in the dark I’ve got this feeling I can’t shake Not right now
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Paper Thin 04:26
No, it’s not how you wanted it But don’t be what you’re not Take all the time you need to sit with it Get to a safe spot You took the blame ‘Cause you think it fits That’s all we’ve been taught What was the need you were needing then? You tried to meet it But got a little lost You tried to meet it But got a little lost You tried to meet it But got a little lost (Jared Yates Sexton: I mean this is a person who claims that he’s tough and all this, but he is just paper thin) (Light the gas) We’ll take a room for the night We’ll meet our maker if we go outside He’s lurking My best guess, it was a lie The true test will be when you pry A little more for more fumes Oh won’t you? It won’t do so Forget it now Letting the fear lead a life (So humiliating. You know perfectly well how you imagine things. Don’t say that) (JYS: A momentary criticism or even not enough praise sends him off into one of these abusive cycles we’ve had to deal with) One of the guys With truck nuts on his ride Taught, bought pride We’ll take a room for the night We’ll meet our maker if we go outside He’s lurking My best guess, it was a lie The true test will be when you pry A little more for more fumes Oh won’t you? He’s a big boy (JYS: So often that that overcompensation of strength and abuse is actually a reaction to insecurity, or personal fear, or sort of feeling that they’re out of control themselves) He’s a big boy What a big boy now One around ‘Cause you didn’t know how to ‘Cause you never been taught to And you’re never gonna know how If you’re never gonna want to He’s a big boy What a big boy He’s a big boy now One around Yet all around Lurking There’s a big boy There’s a big boy There’s a big boy now Aren’t you proud?
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We are so glad to see you leave Sticking a wrench in your regime The fight must go on But victory’s sweet This victory sings And we all sing along (We are so glad We are so glad The fight must go on but—) Lofty wonder Doomsday Won’t get swallowed by the night But it’s a bite Oh yeah Maybe it’s a big bite For our lives (Why should I?) We are so glad to see you leave Sticking a wrench in your regime The fight must go on But victory’s sweet This victory sings And we all sing along
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(Listen to that What do you hear? The ghosts! The grooves!) Around here These are just the events Of practical nature If ever you stay Where the ghosts Play the supernatural favorites You better believe They’ve been told They’re only imagination’s things They tune up They play to the beat Listen close A song you used to know Listen close A song you used to know Faint sound Spun round and round The belt gets pulled But the amp’s turned down Enough to make you feel Safe and grounded Listen close A song you used to know Note for note Needle wheel You feel, but you don’t hear Except by rote Listen close A song you used to know Listen close A song you used to know (About the great shade trees Fate didn’t help me to feel much easier in my mind — yes, well Will I visit you now and then? Talk to you? I hope you will You won’t turn me away? Never Ah, that’s good I just didn’t know what to answer It was the very, very picture of the haunted house) Listen close A song you used to know Note for note Supernatural favorites Needle wheel You feel but you don’t hear Listen close A song you used to know Note for note Where the ghosts play the supernatural favorites Listen close A song you used to know (The sound feels, all perplexed, the effect is truly quite tasteful The grooves! Wow.)
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Not OK is OK 02:42
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Swim Team 01:12

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“Muck of Morale,” is the second album release by Columbus, Ohio based experimental pop artist Confusions. This album was released digitally by Earth Libraries.

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released March 10, 2023

All songs composed and performed by Ben Turner
Engineered, mixed and produced by Ben Turner
Mastered by Carl Saff
Cover art by Brian Rogers
Additional musical performances by Kevin Cardoso, Kasie Fagan, Noah Fisher, Jason Hawes, Jelena Majstorovic, Joey Mamola, John Martino, Kevin Mcclister, Micah Motenko, Adrian Murphy, Eric Stratton, Chris Willemin, Scott Woodward, and sampled by Ben Turner

Special thanks to Jared Yates Sexton and Nick Hauselman for permission to sample the Muckrake Political Podcast

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Experimental pop and ambient music by Ben Turner

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